psa!

Jan. 11th, 2013 06:46 pm
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i just renamed my journal from tongue_fu to buginarug! it's still me, JJ.
buginarug: an androgynous blond young person leaning against a mirror and looking at the reflection (Default)
& now ^isah is taking up her 'persecutor alter'* role with new enthusiasm...

let's just have everything inside go wrong at once!

* cuz you NEVER hear them called 'persecutor INSIDERS', so 'alter' it is.
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i HATE typing in normal 'correct' qwerty form. i say we can learn separately so i can keep typing the GOOD way & everybody else can type the new horrible way! but we co-run too much ^merrick says so we ALL gotta change our ways. GRAH!!

the cellar

Feb. 29th, 2012 10:23 am
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a couple nights ago, ^merrick came into our house and bypassed the front room to land in a cellar that most of us didn't know exists. me & ^kv had to go rescue her. fortunately it wasn't the sub-basement where every time you go down there, a little voice whispers 'it's creepy down here'. the voice makes me shiver EVERY time. course maybe it was worse cuz nobody knew it was there till a couple nights ago.

anyways, we've been reading garth nix's old kingdom trilogy, which is having some unusual results. there's a scene in sabriel where mogget is released into his free magic form, and that image was appropriated by ^isah, who's now declaring herself a powerful creature of free magic. yea. and inside she CAN be that.

so......free magic ^isah trapped ^merrick in the mysteriously appearing cellar. we ALL thought ^isah had changed, i mean she SAID she was redefining herself cuz our situation changed since last time she was needed, but i guess change is hard?
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ha, i FINALLY finished rewriting the insiders post! have a look?
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we're welcoming two new insiders to the group. we're gonna write up a little about them to put in my list. if you wanna know RIGHT NOW, they're already in the image on my profile.

we did do xmas today and it was awesome. *grin* i WILL write more about it some other time.
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we're gonna do the fanfic together for nano. me & ^helen are doing development with tarot cards, which is lots of fun. our cards are really pretty. the book we use is 'tarot for writers'. ^helen is into the characters but i'm thinking more about plot! .....which comes next as soon as she does this final card for the characters.

we've been working on improving our communication to help with this writing stuff. it used to be really hard to communicate even if we were co-ing at the time, but we keep practicing now. surprisingly it's making us LESS blendy instead of more. we chat at night now just about every night. i've started inviting ^helen into my suite and we sit in the jacuzzi and talk till the body gets too tired.
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we're gonna hafta change our reading habits. right now we read 1 book at a time, and that isn't working. the old way means we read ONLY when the frontrunner matches the book. so i might be into reading but i don't read cuz i don't have a book that interests me. (honestly the fantasy novel i thought i'd like is just NOT my thing.)

i guess that means we look up some books....and check out what we like INDIVIDUALLY. if we all give input on just one book, we can't find anything that looks good. but if i pick out a book & ^helen picks out a book & even ^kv picks out a book if he wants one, we'll have a better chance of finding a book — and finding the time to finish reading it.

i'll start looking on amazon.
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just realized why we unconsciously struggle to keep a consistent face. when we sorta came out as multiple at body-age 16, our therapist at the time saw a switch and said: that's not real, you're just pretending, quit faking and admit it's all you.

we TRUSTED her. so we doubted our inner reality. but we never wanted anyone to say that to us again, so we made a point of looking the same as each other. always. and we STILL carry that feeling with us. we don't wanna be called fake again. it's become an unconscious unavoidable need, it's a part of who we ARE as a system.

i think this should be one of our goals. be who we are on the outside as well as on the inside.
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i'm taking over our online accounts for awhile. ^helen kinda needed a break, so me & ^kv are gonna be the online face for maybe a week or something. i dunno how long really. i really wanna know what the other friends think — if they notice and are like 'wth???' or if they totally pay no attention. i'm trying to downplay my me-ness......like that'll happen! *eyeroll*
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i guess it's her turn but i'm still mad ^helen had our CURLY HAIR chopped off. i know it WAS getting unruly, and i know it WAS her turn (yunno, ^kv dyed it darkest brown and slathered it in gel; then i grew it out more and got it permed) but i LIKED it long and curly. c'mon, 5 inches isn't so bad is it??? ehhh, for her maybe it is.
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my hair is curly. YES! pics soon. really! *grin*
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i'm getting my hair permed/curled next thursday!! wooooot!! *grins* the bleach blonde isn't gonna happen anytime soon, but i do get part of my wish.

my turn!

Jun. 27th, 2011 07:40 pm
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so ^kv got to do his thing with our hair. he dyed it 'darkest brown' and slicked it back with so much gel that it shoulda been considered substance abuse and we're all enduring the effects now the color is fading. mm, so i put in my request: bleach the hair white-blond and get it curled. yep!! i'll even contribute to making arrangements.

also?? whoever put on black&white plaid socks with blue flowered shorts and an orange/red tank top really should NOT be allowed to dress in the morning. for srs here. xD

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