triangles

Jan. 3rd, 2013 04:22 pm
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i dragged out my diagram notebook again and make a diagram we're gonna show the therapist. remember the triangles? well i FINALLY added the 'ball' that i mentioned. the diagram does the triangles-in-circle thing to show insiders and consciousness, then the ball to show memory. AND cuz it doesn't have names on it, nobody can object to me showing it to the therapist!
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^merrick was filling out this personality test and got down to #19....

19. Do you prize in yourself
[a] a strong hold on reality
[b] a vivid imagination

....and she checked 'b' and then ^wyatt came out and checked 'a' and then ^merrick checked 'b' and ^wyatt checked 'a' and they went back and forth a bunch of times till i was laughing SO HARD i interrupted BOTH to come post this. *laugh*

meme!

Jul. 19th, 2012 12:50 pm
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nabbed from [personal profile] impassion. leave me a comment and i'll list 7 things i'd like you to talk about. post the answers in your own journal and so on it goes! :)

mine under the cut! )
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it's really useful if the insider who TAKES the math test is one of the ones who STUDIED for it.....
buginarug: an androgynous blond young person leaning against a mirror and looking at the reflection (Default)
this is gonna be posted in a couple places, so i figure here's as good as any a place to start.

my system adopted a punctuation convention we found on some healthy multiplicity website. the ^ symbol placed before a name means that person is an insider in my group. so ^merrick is OUR merrick, but merrick is some outsider. so i tend to assume that a group would use ^ for THEIR system members, while i use ^ for mine.

i've got more terms & such to define, so this'll prolly end up in a personal glossary at some point.
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i made a bunch of new system/plurality diagrams. i'm gonna scan in a couple when nobody's here to watch. there's another that i might redraw or might just scan it in like it is. the other diagram not really interesting enough to scan is how we're making arrangements for class attending.
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we have a shared inner world we call 'house' and everybody's got a room. some insiders have their own personal places, but i don't have anything special for me (other than my room, which is awesome — i'm gonna diagram it! — but still). so i'm gonna steal a tiny city and make it mine. i've got some ideas already.
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first pic
here's the very basics of the how-we-work diagram. this is my collection of circles & triangles. (the 'ball' i haven't drawn in just yet.) basically, the big circle is consciousness/the front/awareness. (there's also a larger circle that isn't shown here.) the triangles are the insiders. that's it for this pic.
full text of first pic )

second pic
getting more complicated, the system works like spinning triangles inside the circle. only the 5 mains are included here. the first drawing is how all of us could be, but it's nearly never like that. the second is another way it could be, co-fronting with 2 insiders and the other 3 away from the front. & the third is how we usually are, with 2 (or more) triangles overlapping each other inside the circle.
full text of second pic )
buginarug: an androgynous blond young person leaning against a mirror and looking at the reflection (Default)
ha, i FINALLY finished rewriting the insiders post! have a look?
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we're welcoming two new insiders to the group. we're gonna write up a little about them to put in my list. if you wanna know RIGHT NOW, they're already in the image on my profile.

we did do xmas today and it was awesome. *grin* i WILL write more about it some other time.
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so it turns out ^merrick's better at controlling the body's blood sugar than me. i thought 'i'll take another sip of limeade while i wait for ^merrick to make dinner' and i keep my blood sugar up, but it keeps crashing back down, up&down, up&down, over and over till ^merrick is finally like: 'have some peanuts you fool!'

yea. so. peanuts. that helps, but it isn't till ^merrick comes fully back to the front that the blood sugar feels stable. i dunno. maybe it's a plural thing that i've got trouble maintaining the blood sugar irrespective of what i try.
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we're gonna do the fanfic together for nano. me & ^helen are doing development with tarot cards, which is lots of fun. our cards are really pretty. the book we use is 'tarot for writers'. ^helen is into the characters but i'm thinking more about plot! .....which comes next as soon as she does this final card for the characters.

we've been working on improving our communication to help with this writing stuff. it used to be really hard to communicate even if we were co-ing at the time, but we keep practicing now. surprisingly it's making us LESS blendy instead of more. we chat at night now just about every night. i've started inviting ^helen into my suite and we sit in the jacuzzi and talk till the body gets too tired.
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i read someplace the built-in mic just doesn't work with ubuntu, DARNIT, and i can't get my input sound card to work with ubuntu either, so no mics there. (grahh!!) i gave in and booted into windows 7.

i bought a desk mic and a headset mic to try, but i can't get the headset to work AT ALL, and the desk mic took about 1hr of fiddling before i got it to record at a whisper at 100% volume / 40+ mic boost, and another 1hr before i got it to record at more reasonable settings. (ok, maybe that's a slight exaggeration....) i gave up after that. i'll figure out how to get rid of that static some other day.

mmmmm, i've got an idea for the vlog. i'm gonna go thru the [livejournal.com profile] multiplemonday meme questions and record all of them that fit our situation. and now that i have a plan, i've REALLY gotta make this work.

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