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um, yesterday was our 1st day of classes. we're taking public speaking and pc hardware & software support. i think they're both gonna be cool. we haven't decided yet what the frontrunning teams for each class are gonna be. prolly me + merrick + kv for public speaking.....and then kv + wyatt + merrick for pc hardware. so yea. we'll decide tomorrow after class meeting #2.

classes are tuesday & thursday 11a-12:20p and 1p-3:15p. we hafta get up just before 9am and leave for the bus stop @ 9:25. then we catch the 3:45p bus from the college to downtown and the 4:15p bus home. so we're gone for like ever just for 2 classes. anyways, we're gonna hafta pack a lunch cuz that's too long not to eat anything real.

YEA!

Dec. 12th, 2012 04:21 pm
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^WYATT IS BACK!! *grin*
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so we've got our math final exam on tuesday. me & ^merrick are studying the 'review' practice problems, but it's like we're learning this stuff for the 1st time. not ALL of it, but a LOT is new to us. we're being kinda lazy about studying, but tomorrow is gonna be our big study day.

next semester we get some different types of classes, but i think we learned our lesson this semester....don't give classes to insiders we can't fully trust! ^wyatt will get his chance to participate in our computer class next semester, but he's NOT gonna be the ONLY one taking it.

he's still merged with ^toby as of today. honestly, i'm GLAD. i hope they stay merged till AFTER the final exam.

missing him

Dec. 1st, 2012 10:19 pm
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tonight marks a week ^wyatt's been gone. i REALLY miss him. ^toby is no replacement. he's really.....damaged. ^wy could present as fairly 'normal' if you didn't need him to talk, but that's not true of ^toby, and DEFINITELY not true of ^toby/^wy. i wish he would come back soon. we ALL do.

yup

Nov. 29th, 2012 10:34 pm
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we're doing pretty darn good in math without ^wyatt/^toby! *shrug*
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^wy says he's gonna tutor me & ^merrick in math. provided that, yunno, our communication is good enough to talk with each other..... i say we'll MAKE it work. i'm kinda excited about learning intermediate algebra. i was there for our algebra classes in 5th/6th grade, so i've got a basic idea how it works — and that's true for ^merrick too. the biggest issue i think is gonna be making sure no one can listen in on where we're being tutored.
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we basically came out as DID to our algebra prof in an email. i dunno if it'll do any good, but i sure hope it won't do anything bad! i know ^wy would tell me i'm being too cheerful, like i don't get the reality of our situation, but i like to think it WILL work out ok in the end.
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^merrick was filling out this personality test and got down to #19....

19. Do you prize in yourself
[a] a strong hold on reality
[b] a vivid imagination

....and she checked 'b' and then ^wyatt came out and checked 'a' and then ^merrick checked 'b' and ^wyatt checked 'a' and they went back and forth a bunch of times till i was laughing SO HARD i interrupted BOTH to come post this. *laugh*

woah

Oct. 26th, 2012 10:19 pm
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WOAH! the idoser binaural beat 'acid' dose is like TOTALLY freaky! even just SITTING at my computer in the middle of EVERYthing i can turn it on and if i shut my eyes i feel like i'm twisting & floating, and if i look at the pic that came with the file — it's this CREEPY twist of 2 faces — the pic looks like it's undulating and twisting MORE. woah..... (^wyatt said he wouldn't do the 'drug' doses but i HAD to try it — it's just TONES — and srsly it's pretty cool)
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me & ^wyatt are thinking about opening a new comm like the old [community profile] dissociativity which the owners closed cuz they didn't have time for it anymore. i ASKED the owner if they'd transfer the comm to me, but never got an answer. but ^wyatt thinks there SHOULD BE a dissociation comm on DW, so we might make one.

ideas for names or volunteers for co-mod are totally welcome! :) i'm thinking something along the lines of [livejournal.com profile] fragmentedminds cuz i like that.
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hey, has anybody else tried binaural beats??

we're experimenting with them. today me & ^wyatt were listening to epsilon OBE and we got all tingly and started rising and tugging away......but then we were like 'woah! what was that?' and it stopped. did that 3 times before totally getting out of it.

anyways, we've got better instructions to try next time, whenever we get a chance with the house being quiet. i downloaded a bunch more from a torrent that i'm gonna pick from too. and some of the insiders have ideas of their own. it's gonna be fun i'd say!
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so yesterday we were chatting inside and i was like: 'ok, if you had to get a body piercing, where would it be?' nobody got to opt-out except for the kids and the plant. it would be kinda hard to pierce a plant! plus what counts as body??

so here's the list!
- me: bellybutton
- merrick: eyebrow
- wyatt: eyebrow (grudgingly! he didn't wanna play along)
- isah: lower lip
- kv: prince albert (*wince*)

i dunno how i come up with these things. the body has ear cartilage pierced and that's it. we've agreed not to get any more piercings, so this question is just something to ask. like the ice cream.
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today's the last day our parents are gone. we did the dishes BEFORE dinner last night, so we're gonna hafta do them again in the next couple hours so they're done when parents get home. me & ^wyatt don't really mind doing the dishes, so yea.
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so yesterday was eventful! ^kv & ^merrick went to government class and did this little presentation of proposal 3 to the whole class. it went SUPER well!

another classmate group's proposal was to stop the 'emergency manager' law. for anybody who doesn't know, an 'emergency manager' is somebody appointed (usually by the governor) to take the place of an elected official when a district is failing. anyways, that doesn't REALLY matter here, and i DON'T wanna discuss politics, but the definition matters later, k?

so then ^wyatt & ^merrick go to algebra class and everything's generally ok till the prof tries to get everybody into groups and ^wyatt can't handle it and they dissociate and ^THE PLANT shows up. the prof can't get the plant to respond (duh!!) so she calls security and this campus police officer comes in and escorts whoever's at the front to this little backroom in the library.

we got asked a TON of questions and ^merrick kinda came back to answer them. she finally said something about dissociation and the security guy doesn't know what that means, and ^merrick's attempts to define it make him think psychosis which is BAD cuz if he thought we were psychotic, we woulda gotten paramedics and emergency room and ALL that stuff we REALLY didn't want/need. SOOOO finally ^merrick mentions multiple personality disorder and he GOT that, so yea.

um.....so he makes all these offers of calling people and we SRSLY just wanna leave cuz a reasonable insider was at the front so everything really was ok, but he lets us go eventually. ^merrick talked to the prof and she recommended a 'special services' letter, which we were like: 'yea, i'm working on getting one, but it isn't ready yet.' (we're gonna email the psychologist TODAY and ask her to have the letter ready by our appt next monday....yeesh!) but she's gonna be careful about assigning us into groups now, which will be good but srsly.....

later on we were talking to mom and we thought of something. our 'emergency manager' generally ends up being ^the plant, which is only SLIGHTLY better than ^pretty little beast, so we TOTALLY need to appoint a decent emergency manager. ^merrick thinks it should be ME. we're gonna have an inside meeting to discuss it, but i bet I'M gonna be our emergency manager.

i'm awesome like that.

reading...

Sep. 9th, 2012 08:31 pm
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we've really gotta divide up our reading again. when we read together, it's rare we find a book we ALL like. most of us enjoyed harry potter, but now ^merrick is trying to read eyes of crow, a fantasy romance, and it's SO BORING. i don't like it; ^kv doesn't like it; ^wy doesn't like it. (actually ^merrick might not like it either... *snort*) anyways, we need to read separately again. it's less conveninent in some ways, but it makes reading a whole lot more enjoyable!
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so i made EVERYBODY do the harry potter sorting hat test and get scored. here's our scores....

JJ: slytherin (56%)
merrick: squib
wyatt: hufflepuff (66%)
kv: slytherin (48%)
isah: gryffindor (48%)

i was SURE ^kv was gonna be in gryffindor, but he just BARELY got slytherin. & i NEVER woulda guessed gryffindor for ^isah! huh. we're quite the bunch.

amusingly only 1 of us would turn in the $20 in Q2. & i bet you can guess which one! *laugh* and NONE of us chose 'true' for Q8.
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we got inspired by that meme question so we all decided to invent our own flavors of ice cream. *grin*

me: strawberry caramel
^merrick: mint brownie/cookie dough
^kv: peanut butter mixed nut
^isah: melonberry with real berries

& ^wyatt won't eat anything frozen, so he's sitting out.
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last night ^wyatt told ^merrick that their character 'webber' doesn't get to rest yet. webber's story got told AGAIN last year's nanowrimo and i thought he'd had enough (let's just say he's been in 15 stories already so i thought maybe he was done right?? *eyeroll*) but i guess not. ^wyatt says we've gotta stop dwelling on his past and relationships and stuffs and give him a STORY. like a thriller or a murder mystery or something. yea.

but we can't do it NOW. me & ^merrick are writing soft sci-fi bingo and a novel afterward. then ^merrick is gonna write a screenplay with mom for a story that started as our screenplay, became mom's novel, and is now gonna become our shared screenplay again. AFTER that, maybe ^wyatt can give webber some time.

the screenplay is gonna be totally cool! once it's done i wanna see if we can get somebody interested in it.....like in buying it. wouldn't it be awesome to have our own movie!


ps: does it still count as eavesdropping if the conversation is going on in the front room of my own head??
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if i had a superpower, it would be shapeshifting. we'd be able to shift between the forms the insiders take.

i'd turn into a 15y/o girl 4'9" and skinny with ice blue eyes and spiky white-blond hair. i think i'd hafta shift clothes too, so i'd wear shorts and an orange tank top and some of those new athletic toe shoes.

^kv would turn into a 30y/o male 6'1" with dark hair and dark-dark brown eyes, he'd be really masculine and well built and he'd have that powerful, dark and smoldering with sexuality look except people would see that he'd never deign to involve himself with THEM. inbuilt arrogance all the way! i guess he'd wear some kind of uniform that gave him authority.

^wyatt would turn into a man in his 20s, 5'9½" and lean/muscular with longish wavy brown hair and stormy (he likes that description!) bluegreen eyes. [actually if you read his journal, he's got this really long vanity post where he describes himself in detail....!] the clothes he'd shift to would be business formal with a nice tie.

^isah would turn into an androgynous 17y/o, 5'7½" with one amber eye & one turquoise, faux hawk hair that's light blond with chocolate brown patches. clothes would be cargo shorts and a hoodie sweatshirt.

i think ^merrick would look a lot like the body now but with gray eyes and smaller boobs. *grin*

laptop!

Jun. 13th, 2012 09:55 pm
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dad basically gave us permission to buy a new laptop!! *grin* we're gonna poke around for something good that meets ^kv & ^wyatt's specs.

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