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2012-12-02 03:36 pm

made of fail

& now ^isah is taking up her 'persecutor alter'* role with new enthusiasm...

let's just have everything inside go wrong at once!

* cuz you NEVER hear them called 'persecutor INSIDERS', so 'alter' it is.
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2012-10-16 04:36 pm
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random q: piercings

so yesterday we were chatting inside and i was like: 'ok, if you had to get a body piercing, where would it be?' nobody got to opt-out except for the kids and the plant. it would be kinda hard to pierce a plant! plus what counts as body??

so here's the list!
- me: bellybutton
- merrick: eyebrow
- wyatt: eyebrow (grudgingly! he didn't wanna play along)
- isah: lower lip
- kv: prince albert (*wince*)

i dunno how i come up with these things. the body has ear cartilage pierced and that's it. we've agreed not to get any more piercings, so this question is just something to ask. like the ice cream.
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2012-08-31 01:35 pm
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everybody sorted!

so i made EVERYBODY do the harry potter sorting hat test and get scored. here's our scores....

JJ: slytherin (56%)
merrick: squib
wyatt: hufflepuff (66%)
kv: slytherin (48%)
isah: gryffindor (48%)

i was SURE ^kv was gonna be in gryffindor, but he just BARELY got slytherin. & i NEVER woulda guessed gryffindor for ^isah! huh. we're quite the bunch.

amusingly only 1 of us would turn in the $20 in Q2. & i bet you can guess which one! *laugh* and NONE of us chose 'true' for Q8.
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2012-07-21 04:55 pm
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ice cream flavors

we got inspired by that meme question so we all decided to invent our own flavors of ice cream. *grin*

me: strawberry caramel
^merrick: mint brownie/cookie dough
^kv: peanut butter mixed nut
^isah: melonberry with real berries

& ^wyatt won't eat anything frozen, so he's sitting out.
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2012-07-05 09:18 pm
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bdays coming up!

the body's got a bday coming up on august 6. mom's bday is july 13. and my celebrating bday is on july 22. my non-celebrating bday is january 5. my july-22 bday is the one i picked for myself, but the january-5 bday is the more solemn hey-i-was-born day, tho i guess we don't REALLY know my bday cuz i'm part of 'side2' which didn't split into me & ^isah till a couple years later. yea.
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2012-07-03 06:12 pm
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paints!

we bought ^isah paints & paintbrushes today. if it makes em happy.... *shrug*
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2012-06-30 07:54 pm

superpower!

if i had a superpower, it would be shapeshifting. we'd be able to shift between the forms the insiders take.

i'd turn into a 15y/o girl 4'9" and skinny with ice blue eyes and spiky white-blond hair. i think i'd hafta shift clothes too, so i'd wear shorts and an orange tank top and some of those new athletic toe shoes.

^kv would turn into a 30y/o male 6'1" with dark hair and dark-dark brown eyes, he'd be really masculine and well built and he'd have that powerful, dark and smoldering with sexuality look except people would see that he'd never deign to involve himself with THEM. inbuilt arrogance all the way! i guess he'd wear some kind of uniform that gave him authority.

^wyatt would turn into a man in his 20s, 5'9½" and lean/muscular with longish wavy brown hair and stormy (he likes that description!) bluegreen eyes. [actually if you read his journal, he's got this really long vanity post where he describes himself in detail....!] the clothes he'd shift to would be business formal with a nice tie.

^isah would turn into an androgynous 17y/o, 5'7½" with one amber eye & one turquoise, faux hawk hair that's light blond with chocolate brown patches. clothes would be cargo shorts and a hoodie sweatshirt.

i think ^merrick would look a lot like the body now but with gray eyes and smaller boobs. *grin*
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2012-06-03 06:16 pm

opinions on swinging

isah: whee i <3 this!
merrick: ugh...not after that muffin
wyatt: *gone*
kv: ....
jeanniNe: ok....hey, this might actually be fun
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2012-05-12 10:21 pm
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watercolors

^isah demanded we paint, so here are today's watercolor projects....

where i struggle to describe the paintings )
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2012-04-24 06:27 pm

screwed

so i know i said i'd be back to my usual positive self today....but i'm not.

basically, in programming logic class ^merrick came to the realization that ^isah has been trying to make us fail. yea. she totally screwed us over!

the textbook prolly could've helped us do the assignments, but the textbook never got read cuz whenever ^merrick thought of reading it, suddenly the thought would disappear and she'd be doing something else. it's one of those you-don't-remember-you-don't-remember types of amnesia, so it never occurred to us that something was missing till the prof said something today & another student showed ^merrick his textbook. then.....DING!

even better, apparently we were supposed to do these online tests on the textbook every week, but none of us ever remembered thinking about those tests, so i guess we missed about 1/2 of them, and there's no makeup tests.

body-mom thinks we should try to take an incomplete for the course, but the term ends on thursday, and i dunno if we can get an incomplete that fast — or if we can get an incomplete AT ALL. after all, yunno, what do we say?? we don't have the disability office behind us this time. so......i really dunno what we're gonna do.
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2012-02-29 10:23 am

the cellar

a couple nights ago, ^merrick came into our house and bypassed the front room to land in a cellar that most of us didn't know exists. me & ^kv had to go rescue her. fortunately it wasn't the sub-basement where every time you go down there, a little voice whispers 'it's creepy down here'. the voice makes me shiver EVERY time. course maybe it was worse cuz nobody knew it was there till a couple nights ago.

anyways, we've been reading garth nix's old kingdom trilogy, which is having some unusual results. there's a scene in sabriel where mogget is released into his free magic form, and that image was appropriated by ^isah, who's now declaring herself a powerful creature of free magic. yea. and inside she CAN be that.

so......free magic ^isah trapped ^merrick in the mysteriously appearing cellar. we ALL thought ^isah had changed, i mean she SAID she was redefining herself cuz our situation changed since last time she was needed, but i guess change is hard?
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2012-02-19 07:52 pm

now i'm tired

i'm teaching ^isah how to play stepmania. she's gonna be REALLY good at it once if she figures out how much force she's gotta put into the steps. i think all the jumping around is grounding enough that it chases away the newbie dissociation. cool!
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2011-06-16 03:29 pm

the big list of insiders: all of us

JJ / jeanniNe
manic-volcanic teenage genderbender. bipolar 1 (hypo)manic/mixed. outgoing, ESxP/7, people lover! this is MY journal so i don't really need to introduce myself more than i already did in my profile. i'm co-host of the system and one of the primary 3 frontrunners.

merrick
early 20s, asexual bigender. bipolar 1 mixed/depressed, ddnos/did. total introvert INFP/4w5. formerly known as ^helen who's formerly known as ^laur. obsessed with writing and languages. on course in college for a computer support tech 2yr degree, in which the main frontrunners will participate. co-host/one of the primary 3 frontrunners.

kendrick victor / KV
adult male, very type 8, hard to get along with but prolly good for the group. committed to actually doing something. math/science guy, powerful, forceful. likes coffee, green tea, and things that occupy his brain. frequently engages in schadenfreude. formerly a fiction-oriented split from 'star trek: voyager' but decided to forsake that fictional source and reclaim his original place in the system. self-appointed commander of the system. ha!

isah
perpetually 17, intersex, free magic creature with the other form human with chimerism and chimera otherkin. former protector. 9w8 closest. strong with a sense of humor, but troubles with anger and disloyalty. has existed as long as ^JJ. in the process of redefining herself after a long dormancy in which our whole situation changed.

wyatt
male with a feminine side, late 20s to 30yo, enneagram 6/ISxJ, quiet, not sure about trusting people with anything more detailed....yeayea

toby
7y/o boy, quiet, likes crafts (crayons, collage, clay, etc.) and plants/gardening

the plant
yea, it's a shapeshifting semi-sentient plant. age & gender uncertain. protector. how better to protect yourself than turning into a tree??

pretty little blue-eyed beast / pretty little beast with blue eyes
child human (4 to 5yrs old) with bright blue eyes. acts like an animal, outside either deaf or severe auditory processing problems, throws tantrums, bites the body's wrists and forearms at night leaving bruises, very likely autistic. likes weather & dinosaurs